
I know its been too long since I posted on here but I have been crazy busy with school, class, friends and just hanging out. I am still enjoying college alot. This comming weekend I will be heading back home to Denver for a few days during my fall break! I am really exited to see my family and hang out with my brothers and some friends back home. Some of the fun activities I have done up here include: Hiking, Tye dye, football games, bon fire, RHC stuff and paint ball. Some of these activities have been through my friends Christian group on campus. In my heart I feel a strong pulling towards Christ. It seems around every corner God is calling to me. I really don't know what I believe. I wish I could just believe in Christianity but my mind tells me to think otherwise. This speaker was talking about how eventually we will all stand before God on judgement day and he will ask us one question: "why should you get into Heaven?" The speaker emphisized that the only acceptable answer is to say that you have lived through Christ and lived with God in your heart. I don't undersrand why we have to accept Christ in order to live in eternity if it exists. I dont understand that basically if your a good person all your life that doesnt matter unless you have Christ in your heart. I have to wonder if most people in my age group think about these things like I do. I have heard powerful testamonies about how accepting Jesus has changed peoples lives and I have to wonder if that change will ever happen to me or will I resist it? They tell you to just do it to let God into your life but I am scared of what might happen. Among other things I have on my mind I feel guilty so far up here I have done zero community service and I thrive on that stuff but next week we are going to a homeless shelter to help out. I am really exited and hopefully we will be able to continue going back to help out! :) Alright more later....
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