Lullaby

I can't sleep because I know that tomorrow between 11am-2pm I will possibly receive a call that could change my life. I want this so bad. It would literally be the opportunity of a lifetime.

I can't sleep because for once I am excited about my new school.

I can't sleep because I NEED to plan.

I can't sleep because I don't want to miss any of the beauty that life has to offer even that it's 2am why am I still awake beauty.

I can't sleep because I keep listing all the odd hobbies/ things I get really addicted to and then never peruse. These are things I still want to do.

I can't sleep because now I feel the need to list said odd addictions I have had...

• Learning to screen print t shirts- Last summer I really wanted to start my own t shirt business (still want to) I rented every book the library offered on it. Read every online article. I could probably teach someone how to screen print despite having never done it myself. Why did I give up? It costs too much for the materials. 
• Making hemp jewelry- I actually got pretty good at this and made some pretty rad shit if I do say so myself. I know all different kinds of knots and where to buy the cheapest supplies. 
• Geocaching- Learned about it in the movie splinter heads and I'm actually still pretty addicted and involved in it. 
• Hiking the Appalachian trail- Watched the movie Southbounders which is about this lady who does a through hike of the trail which is where you hike it all in one go- stopping to sleep of course. I decided then that I want to hike at least a portion of the trail including Kahtad. I will be getting a backpack soon which will further my ambition. I got so addicted to learning about the trail last semester that I watched every documentary about it and spent five straight hours straight reading the blog entries of a lady who through hiked it. 
• And my recent obsession... Learning to play the harmonica. You have NO idea how many youtube video's i've watched on it. I hope to buy a harmonica soon. I have already looked up free tab to songs I want to play and learned how to read it. 

I CANT SLEEP AND YOUR MY ONLY LULLABY.