Dating sucks

I am over this whole dating thing. It sucks (to be blunt).

I met a  boy and within 48 hours had convinced myself that this was the man I would marry (crazy, I know). I liked him so fucking much. We met in person and I liked him just as much-- he seemed into me. Said we would hang out soon, gave me one of his CD's, and never responded to me again.What the fuck?

So I moved on (sorta) and I've been talking to other men. All I want is a boyfriend... someone to share life with. I'm not sure what is so unattractive about me that I can't get a boyfriend.