25.12.10

One Season Wonders

One season wonders:Celebrating shows that were taken off the air too soon or those that had a long life but are gone and I miss them. 
  • Freaks and Geeks: This series aired on NBC network from 1999-2000 with only one season being released due to poor ratings. The show was highly reviewed by critics and had a strong cult following (which helped lead to it's eventual DVD release). The series appeared on Time magazine's 2007 "100 Greatest Shows of All Time" list, and in 2008 Entertainment Weekly ranked it the 13th-best series of the past 25 years.). This brilliant portrayal of suburban high school life was created by the mastermind producer Judd Apatow and featured several now famous actors in career making roles. It had actors such as Linda Cardellini (E.R), John Daley (Bones), James Franco (Spider man), Jason Segel (I love you man) and Seth Rogen (Knocked up). The show not only had an amazing cast but a brilliant plot that followed sister and brother Lindsey and Sam through the trials of high school in a small Michigan town set in the 1980's. The soundtrack featured authentic 80's classics and is another reason this show made my top 8 list. I wish the show had been given the chance to live up to its full potential but sadly it was another "One Season Wonder".

  • Undeclared- Another Brilliant Judd Apatow creation that got the boot before it could fully blossom. This show aired on the FOX network from 2001-2002. It was sort of a follow up from "Freaks and Geeks". It even featured many of the same actors (this is something Apatow is known for). The show centered around a group of friends during their first year of college. Each half hour segment was delightful, funny and honest. Having survived my Freshman year I appreciate the college insight this show offered something I didn't grasp when I first watched it in High school. They now play re runs of this and "Freaks and geeks" on the Independent Film Channel (IFC)


  • The O.C.- This show is not a "One Season Wonder" in fact, it lasted four glorious seasons on Fox before being taken off the air. During the first season The O.C had 9.7 million viewers. The series main focus was Ryan (a kid from the wrong side of the tracks who ends up living in the prestigious Orange County) and his sidekick in the show Seth (a loner in the O.C who becomes more than just best friends with Ryan but, brothers). It follows the characters and their family's through high school and one year of college before the network called it quits. Although I love all seasons I think that seasons 1 and 2 were the best followed by 4 and then season 3. My favorite aspect of the show is the relationship between Ryan and Seth- similar to that of Abed and Troy from "Community" or Phil and Lem from "Better Off Ted". The show was successful at making sure the characters were not static. The characters grew and changed from episode to episode just like in real life. For those who think this show just magnifies bad stereotypes about the rich and glorifies their lifestyle your wrong. In fact, it shows the sarcastic side of these stereotypes and manages to break through these boundaries. I own  every season of this show and enjoy starting at the beginning and reliving the experience over and over.


  • Veronica Mars- This show centered around the sarcastic and defensive Veronica Mars and her father Keith Mars. Keith is the former sheriff and current owner of a privet investigator business where Veronica helps out. Each season has a season long case that Veronica is working towards slowly solving and each episode contains a mini case's. It follows the ups and downs of high school, college, friends, family and boys. I loved how strong and defensive the main character was portrayed as. It is one of the few shows on television to ever feature a fierce and strong woman fighting in a male dominated work world. Rumor has it there may even be a Veronica Mars movie in the future! If you have Netflix all season are available for instant viewing. 

  • Roswell-A science fiction teen drama that first aired in 1999 on the WB where it ran for two seasons and then got moved to UPN for it's final season. The premise of this show is three aliens who look like and pretend to be normal teenagers at a high school in Roswell, New Mexico. They seem to be fooling everyone until Max one of the aliens uses 'magic powers' to save the life of human Liz Parker. Soon a romance blossoms as the government begins to investigate these three aliens they are forced to figure out where they really came from and how they can get back.  This show had decent reviews but once again had horrible ratings. This show is also no Netflix!


More 'One season wonders' later...

11.12.10

Christmas season


It's Christmas season and that makes me wish you were here. I want to tell you how I have changed. I want to tell you I am a Christian now just like you. I want to hug you. I want to eat around the dinner table with you. I want to pass jokes with you. I want to watch the train go around your  tree like it did every other year. I want you to tell Grandma everything will be ok. I want you to accuse us all of cheating at cards. I know that right now you are in Heaven partying it up! and I know it's selfish but I wish you were here.

Last night, was amazing! I don't even know what to say but this years Progressive Christmas dinner was way better than I remembered last years being. Finals are next week. Then I get to go back home on Thursday!!! But I still don't get to see Phil (my oldest brother) until like December 20 something. Which makes me sad. It will be six months since I have seen him and I seriously missed him at Thanksgiving! I am just ready to go home!!!! And soon enough I'll be ready to come back! :)

9.12.10

THIS IS ALL I HAVE TIME TO WRITE!

8.12.10

"If dreams were thunder
Lighting was desire
This old house would have burned down
A long time ago."
-Bonnie Raitt

2.12.10

A confused sort of smile.
I love my roommate.
Pocrastination.
Fuck it.
Student leader.
Nightmares.
Day time dreams.
Breakfast.
New shoes.
GPS.
Christmas time.
Selfish wants.
Coffee time.
Random lines.
My life in signs.

18.11.10

We all fall down

Today has been a really shitty day. These two songs are helping me survive.



16.11.10

Just GO.


I just got an amazing offer from Ari my best friend back home- a summer in Europe or a cross country road trip! It sounds amazing but I already had plans to apply for an invisible children internship. This internship has been a dream of mine for years as has traveling but I said that we should go on a road trip that would take me to CA for my internship. This would be a compromise. More than anything though I am conflicted between following my dreams , doing what I know I want and doing what the world expects and what my parents want. Today I made this decision based off an awesome movie, "you do what you love and fuck the rest"- Little Ms. Sunshine. I have made it a commitment to ALWAYS follow what I love over the social norm's that society places for us. Summer 2011 JUST GO.

*Stay hungry, Stay foolish.

22.10.10

Sorry I am being emo and this is what you get!

I have been hurt by so many people lately
that I don't even feel whole any more
like a cracked vase that you cant repair
because these scars will always be visible
I built up all these walls
all these networks of friends
something to cover up my insecurities
something to make me believe I belong here at
I thought I belonged here
I thought I had friends
Why then do I feel so alone?
It seems like everyone has found someone
But me.
alone.

18.10.10

Living list




1.    Visit Africa
2.    Visit Greece
3.    See Mount Kilimanjaro
4.    Visit the rock and roll hall of fame
5.    Visit Brazil and the rain forest
6.    See a world cup soccer game live
7.    Fall in love
8.    Adopt kids/ Foster parent
9.    Stand up for something I believe in
10. Make a positive difference in someone's life
11. Make new friends
12. Learn a new skill
13. Learn how to screen print
14.  Speak in front of a large crowd
15. Tell my life’s story to a stranger
16. Visit one of Mother Teresa’s Orphanages
17. Visit Mother Teresa’s Orphanage in Calcutta
18. Go sky diving
19. Go paintballing
20. Go rafting
21. Go kayaking
22. Back pack across Colorado
23. Go on a road trip
24. See Alaskan polar bears
25. Overcome a fear
26. Be on TV for something great I have done
27. Get my teaching license
28. Get a tattoo
29. Learn sign language
30. See all 7 wonders of the world
31. Break a record
32. Tour Europe
33. Volunteer abroad for at least one year
34. Watch all the 100 greatest movies of all time
35. See the sunset and sunrise at the monument
36. Learn to snow board
37. Take a photography class
38. Learn to play the drums
39. Give someone a hair cut
40. Paint a picture
41. Collect over 500 vinyl records
42. Make an Extreme cake
43. Own my own dog
44. Meet  one of my idols
45. Listen to every song on my I tunes in one sitting
46. Read the entire Bible from cover to cover
47. Perform a slam poem in front of an audience
48. Give an important speech in front of a large crowd
49. Visit the original Starbucks
50. Learn video editing
51. Stand in two places at once
52. Climb a 14er
53. See a meteor shower
54. Raft the Nile river
55.  Spend Christmas morning at a homeless shelter
56. Write a song that gets performed
57. Visit Salvation Mtn. (Slab City,CA)
58. See burning man
59. Learn to ride a bike
60. Buy a strangers grocery
61. Tell a secret to a stranger
62. Exercise everyday for 1 mo.
63. Appreciate chess
64. Win a game of monopoly
65. Participate in a rally
66. Organize the largest game of musical chairs
67. Play HVZ
68. Play capture the flag
69. Street perform and make money to donate
70. Dance like CRAZY in public
71. Go rock climbing 
72. Get paid to do something I love
73. Successfully be a vegetarian 
74. Plant a tree
75. Visit the bus where Christopher McCandeless lived
76. Find a geochache on every Continent
77. Study Abroad in New Zealand
78. Do free hugs
79. Pick the winning team for the world cup
80. Give this list to my husband
81. Get a song written about/ for me
82. Become published
83. Take a photo every day for a year 
84. Attend a cycling class
85. Meet Andrea Gibson
86. This one is a SECRET
87. Train seeing eye dogs
88. Go bungee jumping
89. Play disc golf
90. Enter a paddle boarding competition











17.10.10

You have to swim past your comfort zone in order to catch the wave of a life time!

I am looking into doing a study abroad!
(Seriously!)
I really want to go to
New Zealand...
more specifically I really want to go to 
Massey University- Palmerston North!


My school is hooked up with ISEP a program that would let me apply to a school in a different country and possibly pay Mesa State tuition. The school I am looking into however says the chance if paying the exchange rate (or MSC rate) is not likely thus it would be a lot more expensive!!!! (Next step is to apply and see what I would have to pay if i get accepted then convince my parents it is a very valuable experience that will help me in the future!)

I have also been in contact with my brothers girlfriend who did a semester abroad in NZ. She said it was defiantly worth it and she would do it again! She traveled through the program Austra-learn (the other program I looked into) this program however is a lot more expensive! I have been thinking about it a lot these past couple of days and feel in my heart that doing this next year would be the right decision. I have been praying that if God wants me there then he will open up the right doors for me and reveal his plan! The thought of exploring, discovering a new country, learning abroad and being considered an international student excites me!

I WANT TO GO...


NEW ZEALAND 2010 OR 2011BABY!

6.10.10

The last lines of my last poem are from

Invictus- William Ernest Henly





5.10.10

I will leave this room
I will step into the unknown
The grass plush beneth my feet
Kicking the ball
to the beat of my heart
The kick off whistle blows
I start to sweat
I stand in the same spot
as the men and the women before me
who have conquored this field
This moment is pure bliss
Yet I am nervous as hell
The bright sun beats down upon me
like a million rays watching me, judging me
As soon as I kick the ball
I am free
I am unstoppable
I am my own hero
"I am the master of my fate
I am the captain of my soul (invictus)"